A Distant Memory
[AN: *phew* Finally some inspiration. Sad first-person story. By the way, this is a guy's point of view. Enjoy! :D]
We always talked about what our future will be. Me, marrying you, who we would invite in that one in a lifetime event, how many kids we would have… I always thought that we would last forever. But now… Everything seemed to be just a dream. It’s like suddenly waking up from a long dream and I was only one ended up hurt. Weren’t you the one who always told me to never leave your side? Yet why were you the first one to leave?
What did I ever do wrong? I loved you with all my heart. I protected you; I gave you what you wanted. Even you told me nothing could possibly go wrong. But why?
The words you told me that night still echoed in my ears.
“Sorry… but I don’t love you anymore.”
I looked at you to see if there was a feeling of regret yet there was none. You look straight back at me and showed me pity. Then and there, I realized it was all true and I know that it’s been a long time you had that feeling.
I’m so stupid, right? Even I am laughing to myself. It’s sad but it’s all true. In those times that you showed signs that you were tired of me, I tried my hardest to convince myself that I was just imagining it yet the situations has now appeared right in front of me. Here you are now, telling me that we’re over. After that, you slowly walked away with your friend and disappeared.
So here I am now, crying alone in my room, drying my eyes until there are no more tears to shed. Don’t worry. I won’t try to kill myself. It’s painful yet my heart still doesn’t want to let go. It’s difficult. It’s difficult but I will try forgetting about you because I know… I know that you will only become a distant memory.
[AN: Thank you, person-who-gave-me-the-idea. Hope you will find someone who will love you the same way you did for her and I also think you deserve a better person than this girl. Readers, until next time]
Ja!
